Time to get up. Not really feeling that one. Gotta do some work today, cant seem to get my head round actually sitting down and getting it done though. Why is my husband doing sit ups? The faces hes pulling kinda says he's not enjoying himself. Why is he putting himself through that torture? Is he trying to impress someone else? Hope not i kinda like having him as my husband.

Prayers all said, that should stand me in good stead for the day. Wonder what God thinks about my daily ramblings? Im sure He must despair sometimes at the futile ramblings that i seem to rattle off.

Gotta head out in the rain, why do i have to do it? Why do i feel that i have to torture myself today by going out there and getting soaked? I feel like its got to be done today to make me feel like ive done something today to warrant being paid.

Why does everyone pass the toilet paper on the stairs instead of taking it up to the bathroom? Can anyone answer that one?

Am i doing enough to warrant being here? My life feels very mundane and lacks light and happiness i want to do something productive and positive this year and feel like my life has some kind of meaning. Watch this space i say.

Eighties music is brill i love it.